I have just realized how much I love ..... and Hate Spanky Pants.
So as you all know, I have been losing weight. 125 to be more exact!
Anyway, so I caved and bought a pair of spanky pants to you know..... smooth out the
Rolls. So I wear them one day and I get SOOO many compliments.
Dont get me wrong I LOVE the compliments!
But now I have to wear them everyday!
The pants that I have are like bycle shorts, they go to just above my knees. They are fine at the beginning of the day, but as the day goes on.... they tend to rise up on me! They are no longer to my knees. However now I have this nasty roll moving up my thigh!!!! So I find that I am constantly adjusting myself. SOOOO lady like!! ugh
So what is a girl to do? be all rolly? Or be forced to wear the Spanky Pants
all the time!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Relationships
I do not think that I will E v e r understand relationships.
I don't think that it is just MEN or Just Women. It is the combination of the
two together that makes us all ...... Stupid.
I sit here and ponder.... What is it that I am really looking for?
I feel sorry for men these days. I can only guess how hard this must all be.
Having to live up to movies, and romance novels, soap operas, ect.
How can anyone live up to that? I can only understand to a certain degree of having to live up to being thin..... Or should I say, being fat. One tends to get ignored most of my life because I am/was Fat. Granted I worked hard at being invisable.... until now..... but Now taht I do not want to be invisable.... I realize that I am having a hard time fitting in? How strange is that?
Anyway.... I am losing focas on where I began. What is it that I am really looking for. Mostly ..... I am looking for a friend, and eventually benifits! HA
I am finding that it is very difficult to find someone that does not get pissed because you are at Chuck E Cheese with a zillian kids, it is loud, and your own kids are asking for your attention. and he is ok with the fact that your conversation is going to get interupted..... LOTS! My conversations get interrupted several times, and sometimes I get lost in the conversations due to inturruptions.... It does not mean that I do not want to have the converstion..... It is just that I have other things that I have to listen to. They do not wait.... there KIDS!
UGH!
So what is a lonely divorced person to do? Internet? YUCK Church? Maybe.....
HoooHum
I don't think that it is just MEN or Just Women. It is the combination of the
two together that makes us all ...... Stupid.
I sit here and ponder.... What is it that I am really looking for?
I feel sorry for men these days. I can only guess how hard this must all be.
Having to live up to movies, and romance novels, soap operas, ect.
How can anyone live up to that? I can only understand to a certain degree of having to live up to being thin..... Or should I say, being fat. One tends to get ignored most of my life because I am/was Fat. Granted I worked hard at being invisable.... until now..... but Now taht I do not want to be invisable.... I realize that I am having a hard time fitting in? How strange is that?
Anyway.... I am losing focas on where I began. What is it that I am really looking for. Mostly ..... I am looking for a friend, and eventually benifits! HA
I am finding that it is very difficult to find someone that does not get pissed because you are at Chuck E Cheese with a zillian kids, it is loud, and your own kids are asking for your attention. and he is ok with the fact that your conversation is going to get interupted..... LOTS! My conversations get interrupted several times, and sometimes I get lost in the conversations due to inturruptions.... It does not mean that I do not want to have the converstion..... It is just that I have other things that I have to listen to. They do not wait.... there KIDS!
UGH!
So what is a lonely divorced person to do? Internet? YUCK Church? Maybe.....
HoooHum
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Summers Over Already
I cannot believe that Summer is over!
It seems like just yesterday that Alison and Paige were getting out of school. Now it is Labor Day? Ugh. I can still remember my parents telling me that time will seem to just fly by. When all I could think is..... this Life it taking SOOO long!
Now I just miss the easy days! Time does just fly by!
Like I cannot believe that in just a few short weeks (14ish) it will have been 1 full year since I started losing weight! I have lost 128lbs so far. (yeah me)
I don't like to set weight goals for myself, I am just not good at goals! But it does make me think about where I will be at the year mark. Hmmmmm 14 weeks. I can usually lose at least 1lb a week usually 1.8 but to be safe..... we will say 14 lbs in 14 weeks. hmmmm 142lbs......that would be soooo Rippin Cool
It seems like just yesterday that Alison and Paige were getting out of school. Now it is Labor Day? Ugh. I can still remember my parents telling me that time will seem to just fly by. When all I could think is..... this Life it taking SOOO long!
Now I just miss the easy days! Time does just fly by!
Like I cannot believe that in just a few short weeks (14ish) it will have been 1 full year since I started losing weight! I have lost 128lbs so far. (yeah me)
I don't like to set weight goals for myself, I am just not good at goals! But it does make me think about where I will be at the year mark. Hmmmmm 14 weeks. I can usually lose at least 1lb a week usually 1.8 but to be safe..... we will say 14 lbs in 14 weeks. hmmmm 142lbs......that would be soooo Rippin Cool
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